CAT + DOG = COLD

Rain rain go away come again another day~
It was a gloomy day yesterday, the sky was dark the whole day and even darker at night.
Anyway, this is not the main topic. I went to play my regular sport (badminton) today and i found out that alot of people thought that i liked to play badminton. Actually i don't.

Well the reason why i started badminton last time frankly was just so that i could improve in a field or sport to impress others.I didn't have any talents like other people, I didn't learn musical instruments or neither did i learn any talents like drawing and etc. so i felt that it was the only thing i could do. Actually I even hated badminton at a time that i felt tortured going to play badminton. But what can I do? If I stopped, I might never be able to go out with my friends or even be bothered by some. Maybe my badminton skills i very NOOB but well the participation counts I guess. Badminton is a very lousy sport for me. Everytime I played it I would feel like i am being looked down by others. In Form 1 my double partner even told his class friends that I am really a noob behind my back. Everytime at a badminton court, people would surely find the pros in badminton and leave me aside. Maybe things have changed abit since then but my feelings towords this sport haven never changed. The pain I felt in playing this sport will never vanish. This feeling... The feeling of being left out without any talents is really unbearable... (this post sadly needs to end here cause SOMEBODY suddenly called me then my idea vanish~)

OVERHIGH= BOOM

In the dark and gloomy night,I heard a sound that brightened the dark sky. What was i doing? I was listening to a friend's advice to on my speaker sound while playing the favourable MapleStory, because she said 'play maple dun on sound where got nice'. Yeah... REAL NICE!

Step 1 : I clicked the scroll in the item inventory.
Step 2 : I placed the scroll on my semi-godly equipment.
Step 3 : My dad called me.
Step 4 : I looked towards him.
Step 5 : I heard a 'fiew' sound (but i didnt know that the 'success' sound is very similar to the 'fail' sound)

And then i got very happy and overjoyed. I even said a 'YES!' in front of my dad. But then when i looked towards the screen, a question emerged 'Where is my item?' O.o'''

BOY+GIRL=???

Why do boys cannot talk to girls? Can boys onli talk to their own gender and girls only talk to their own gender? Lately i have been said by some people that I like to be around girls and that I like to 'kao' girls. So i have been thinking, why must there be a border? I mean do I talk to girls more than boys? I think not, since i normally spend my whole day in school talking to the guys that are surrounding me. Does talking to girls mean I am a person who likes to be with girls or 'kao' girls? Does it mean that I have a negative objective or that i am a PERVERT?!?! I really don't get it... I heard some guys even tried to 挑破 my friendship with other people. But well i really don't care~ Here i am going to state why I find girls to talk sometimes:
1.Since we are all in the same class, I don't see any reason why gender has to be a problem
2.Do those people think I got alot of topics to talk to boys? Boys always like to talk about football,DOTA,pervertic stuff,sports,shows and etc.
  >For football, I have never EVER see more than 10 football matches in my life, and I don't even know more than 5 footballers names.So in those people opinion, will i have fun talking about this thing which i don't even know about? So now i am suppose to force myself to do or talk about something that I don't like in my free time isit?
  >For DOTA, in my opinion its just a stupid game that makes u scold your friends or be scold by your friends.I don't see any education or things that I can learn from the game. Thats why I stopped playing it for a few months.So I am supposed to talk about a game that i don't play? Oh ya, maybe i am wrong, DOTA does teach us something, that is it teaches us words such as: Fck u,cb, mcb, lj, noob la u, chao hai dunno play dun come and ply la,sohai, o0o ks me ah, and some even more 'nice' vulgars ^^
  >For pervertic stuff, well maybe it is a funny and nice topic to talk about sometimes, but when it is mixed up with reality then i guess I don't really like it... especially when i hear some boys talk about how they flirt girls and what is their objective =.=''' kinda feels abit.... weird.... haha
  >For sports, I am not really good at any sports, so I don't really get 'cared' when they are talking about sports that they play. Thats the reason why i need to organise badminton outings every wednesday, or else i guess no one would call me to play badminton.At least after a have organised quite a few times to go play badminton, some people in return has called me to play with them, but when it comes to talking about the sport, since i am very lousy at it so if I say anything I would naturally look like a noob trying to show off. So i normally prevent myself to talking about sports.Basketball is even more JIALAT...
  >For shows,in terms of movies well sometimes I don't really see much movies so i don't really get what they are saying, for drama, the drama that most people see I also don't see, for anime, got 1 specific guy everytime like to talk to me about anime that i don't even see and he has the ability to talk mt me about it for hours and hours =.=''' and he would talk to me about it as if I have already saw the anime...Quite some talent he has there though i would say... haha

SO with this, how do you think i can talk to boys... girls at least have some social topics to talk about...Well not to say boys have entirely no topics to talk to haha =P
Well thats all for this post, the last few weeks were really full of stress. Hope i don't commit suicide or get eaten by bigger fishes~