It was a gloomy day yesterday, the sky was dark the whole day and even darker at night.
Anyway, this is not the main topic. I went to play my regular sport (badminton) today and i found out that alot of people thought that i liked to play badminton. Actually i don't.
Well the reason why i started badminton last time frankly was just so that i could improve in a field or sport to impress others.I didn't have any talents like other people, I didn't learn musical instruments or neither did i learn any talents like drawing and etc. so i felt that it was the only thing i could do. Actually I even hated badminton at a time that i felt tortured going to play badminton. But what can I do? If I stopped, I might never be able to go out with my friends or even be bothered by some. Maybe my badminton skills i very NOOB but well the participation counts I guess. Badminton is a very lousy sport for me. Everytime I played it I would feel like i am being looked down by others. In Form 1 my double partner even told his class friends that I am really a noob behind my back. Everytime at a badminton court, people would surely find the pros in badminton and leave me aside. Maybe things have changed abit since then but my feelings towords this sport haven never changed. The pain I felt in playing this sport will never vanish. This feeling... The feeling of being left out without any talents is really unbearable... (this post sadly needs to end here cause SOMEBODY suddenly called me then my idea vanish~)
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